the basket case diaries

I recently broke it off with my new boo/old friend. There were a myriad of reasons as to why I finally was pushed to this point, but I find myself having this weird feeling since this has happened. I am still jealous...

I will periodically check his Facebook, and when I see other girls have written on his wall and I have a freak attack! I get super pissed, livid almost!

I'm having serious trouble understanding why, because after all, wasn't I the one who broke if off? I was the one who was annoyed with him, I was the one who was feeling suffocated.

Do I secretly still like him and did I make a mistake? I don't know, and quite frankly I have a headache from trying to figure it out.